I am different..

I am different.

I can hate and love
The same person
Simultaneously
And in multiple ways
Million times over.

I am different.

I can loathe and adore
Myself
Trying to motivate self
But then get totally surprised
at those
Wet eyelashes.

I am different.

I can smile a lot
But then cry
Probably scream inside
Because I fail
Fail to understand
My sorrow
And my happiness.

I am different.

Logic ditches me
At the most sensible of times.
The sad past does make me
Question my well-lit future.

I am different.

I am different
Because
I am right and wrong

I am different
Because
I smile a lot
And mean it too sometimes

I am different
Because
When I look at the horizon
I feel whoa!
That is so me
'Boundless and beyond'
'Close yet so far'.

I am different
But then may be I am not.
I am a woman. You see?
I can be a million things..